When It is Hard to Say Goodbye
When you have been together with someone for a long time, it gets hard to say goodbye. You may have a lot of physical things in common which can be hard to let go of such as a house and other things that you may own together. When I left London escorts to get married, I never thought about any of these things. I guess like so many other girls who leave London escorts to get married, I did not think of any of the consequences.
For the first ten years, I would say that my husband and I had a really good marriage. We had a good time together and two wonderful kids. After that, things started to go a little bit wrong. I missed my job with charlotte escorts and felt a bit lonely as the kids started to grow up. Working for London escorts was really the only job that I had, and to be fair, it was the only thing that I really knew how to do.
My husband was also 15 years older than me. When we had met at charlotte escorts his age had not bothered me at all. We had lots of fun together and we also got on very well. However, as he got older, it was clear that he started to lose interest in me. He got into other things and seemed to spend more time with his friends than with me. I guess in many ways I started to miss all of the attention I got from the men I used to date at London escorts. On top of that, I also missed my independent life style.
Saying goodbye was tough. I have to admit that he is a pretty good dad to his kids, but he still seems to want to spend more time with his friends with his kids. Sure, I get my maintenance payments, but I have gone back to working for London escorts on a part-time basis. It was not something that I wanted to tell him about but in the end, I did tell him. I am glad that I had kept my own flat and that I had spent the extra money to make sure that I had three bedrooms. Sure, life is not perfect, but I feel more liberated.
Now, my ex-husband is trying to get back with me. I am not sure how I feel about that at all. Once again he insisting that I leave London escorts and give up everything to be with him. Sure, I appreciate that working for London escorts is not the ideal job for me. But, I have said to him that I would like to do something outside of the home. What exactly that is going to be, I really don’t know. At the moment we are taking it slow. I have left once and I don’t want to leave again. But maybe he has realised that we are a family, and he needs to pay the kids and me attention.